Savvy with Abbie

1/2/19 I had a dream that I was a teachers assistant for I think Seniors? We were in like a dorm though and this couple was talking about collecting rent from each other. I told them that if they collect money, we will find out and they will be in trouble. This other kid was doing a presentation and went to the front of the class and said he was circumcised. Then I sat down and accidentally shot this arrow thing behind me when the teacher was talking and it hit a guy in the arm and everyone noticed. Then I ran into a spiderweb and thought there was a spider on me. I went through and took my jacket off and was freaking out. I had a dream that britanee haymond invited me to the mormon church. I said yes and jokingly asked if I had to give a speech or share my testimony. She encouraged it so I spent a week writing out what I was going to say. It ended up being 10 pages long. During church, I arrived with Amanda and my Dad was there too! Britanee and her sister Ashlee were so excited to

Have you ever felt like you have done everything that you can - without lowering your standards, values, or goals - but nothing seems to go your way? Blogging and writing are my therapy so, if you are reading this, brace yourselves. This may be repetitive as I have mentioned over and over how tough it has been living out here in California. I moved here 18 months ago on hopes, dreams, $25,000, no debt (except my never-ending student loan) and dreams of winning the lottery (that doesn't seem to be a joke anymore). The year of 2018, I have been hoping for getting that "big break" with a job. See, I am the type that always strives for more, works hard, sets goals, and focuses on what I want and reaches for it. When I see a Social Media Manager job position here in Central California with a pay range of $11/hour (no joke! I have a screenshot if you don't believe me!) it makes me re-think my strategy and plan in life. This plan and future worked for me in Utah and I had no